once i learn anatomy and color theory and values and shading and proportions and perspective and composition and texture and rendering and how to draw its over for yall
NO ONE TALKS ABOUT HOW FUCKING HARD IT IS TO EXPLAIN "I WANT TO DO IT. I HAVE TIME TO DO IT. I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. AND MY BRAIN IS NOW OVERWHELMED WITH WHERE TO START, SO I WILL NOT FUCKING START."
i should make a comic
i should program a website
i should bake something
i should make music
i should draw a character
i should learn a new language
i should make a video game
i should write something
i should get off my phone
i should do something
I NEED TO CREATE SOMETHING
WHY AM I SO FAR BEHIND EVERYONE MY AGE WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO DO THE SAME THINGS AS EVERYONE ELSE WHY CANT I JUST BE NORMAL AND NOT STRUGGLE OR BE SCARED OF EVERYTHING
don't ask me what happened on may 30th. no one talk to me. no reaction thread. every duo I care about is fucking dead. I'm never tweeting again. I'm deactivating. I'm jumping off.