Intimacy is scary

Sex/Love/Drug Addict ~ Sober

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

I miss you all, but I don't get to be here until I get sober again. Currently not doing great in that regard.

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

I've noticed in myself and others that when we have a week or a month sober it's "not that much". It's huge. I would use drugs EVERYDAY, for hours. I'd come home and act out sexually EVERYDAY. A week sober felt like hell. 2 weeks better but oh so hard. A month was monumental.

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

I lost my virginity at 13 but I had been looking at porn for years already. I thought I did it the same way everyone was.

Truth be told I'm probably going through what normal teenagers goes through right now. At 27. Just a few years behind on this intimacy people talk about.

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

@spooky_t0fu

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💙💛💙 Glad midsommar! 💙💛💙

💙💛💙 Happy Solstice! 💙💛💙

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

I have 2 Twitter accounts. One for politics, one for sobriety. Sometimes it's hard to keep them separate.

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I had sex for the first time since I realized I had a problem. The first time in 5 years. I don't think it was the addiction though.

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

I woke up afraid and anxious last night. Today it's still there. I feel like they are behind me, ready to jump at me any second.

It will pass, but right now it's so tempting to hide from tbmhe world.

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

NEVER EVER click a link saying "Couples reveal INSANELY GROSS things they've done together". I've never been more grateful to be single lol

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

Why does it have to be so warm out? Literally not made for anything above 25°c. Where did my winter go?

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@annahile7 Thank you 😊❤

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I have been sober for 20 days!

Tomorrow is my first day back at the gym, I can't wait to mix a song I've been putting off and I've spent the whole day STUDYING. Time for bed now, the alarm goes off 05.30.

#RecoveryPosse #ODAAT

[Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt]

I've cuddled babies all day so now I have baby fever. Fml

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@sober_mom @MelissaKahn7 Mitt favorit citat är nog "Om man är tyst för länge vissnar tungan!"

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@sober_mom @MelissaKahn7 Pippi är bäst 😍

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@daydreamermemer In my experience they are usually not for finding a partner, more just casual hookups. I can't be on them because I go bananas but I have used them before. And I found a lot of likeminded people 😂

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I don't generally dream that much, but since I got sober I dream almost every night. If it only was good ones I'd be so happy but fuck nightmares 😭

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@daydreamermemer Awesome! 😄

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@daydreamermemer I can relate to that lol

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@daydreamermemer Congratulations on two years! I hope you decide to go get your chip.