Selma R

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[Selma R @SelmaR___]

One year later, same feeling, same vibe, same questions. Does it mean I haven’t learned anything since, or that I’m constant in what and who I am? #vousavez3heures

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

I know I shall let it go, but I am not ready yet. #sahrablues #tchiwtchiwdiary

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Do you remember when you joined Twitter? I do! #MyTwitterAnniversary @Jenny_Sunny déjà !!!! Well, happy tchiwversary to both of us

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Today, I’ve finally let go. Let go of you, let go of all what could have been and never will be, let go of all what was left unsaid. We are no more. I am only me. I am all me.

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

@dravenardrok @El_Bechir_Salim Pitaing c’était compliqué de choisir 😵‍💫 mais…le cœur a ses raisons, et ces raisons s’appellent FitzChivalry Farseer & Robin Hobb 🤷🏽‍♀️

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Oh and, f*#~ck you universe, you know you deserve it. Cheers.

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Hey TWolrd! I had my closure!!!! Yes I was whining and sad all this time because I knew it was over, but I always need a formal closure. Now I have it, I can move on. So let’s celebrate. To new beginnings, to love, always, and to future people who are as ready as I am. Cheers 🥂

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Spoiler alert: it does NOT get easier with time. It might even get worse! But…yeah, still worth it 🤷🏽‍♀️ #appelezmoilamasodelamour

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Then out of the blue, waking from the haze, I’ve realized something. I’ve braced myself for all those years, out of fear of having it shattered to pieces again. Thought I won’t survive another one. But I might survive it actually. It might even get easier with time

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

@El_Bechir_Salim 🤣🤣🤣 j’ai bien peur de ne pas en avoir les moyens (encore). Bon, je m’en vais de ce pas admirer celle que tu m’as offerte, qui sait, ça me filera peut être du baume au cœur

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Funny not funny how my #tchiwtchiwdiary had become a sad place. I’m usually not a sad person, but they say you need to « welcome your emotions ». I’m welcoming, mainly sadness, pain, and sometimes anger. #demaincestloin quand même…

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

@El_Bechir_Salim Mauvais souvenir avec … il me faut un truc neuf, inédit, à la hauteur de ce que je ressens 🤔 t’as ça sous le coude?

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

@jbaliqs @ReyadBelkacem Court métrage, plus qu’une story, un bout d’histoire. Merci @jbaliqs

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Do we tend to forget how hard it is? I mean, it is definitely not my first time, then why on earth do I feel so lost? I feel I am aching like never before. Is every time a first time somehow?
Well, I was the one saying to the universe I am ready now, hit me, but still, it hurts

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Another one bites the dust. #tchiwtchiwdiary #herewegoagain

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Or maybe it is just what being vulnerable means. It’s been so long since the last time I « felt » something like this, that I might have forgotten that it hurts. But is it really supposed to hurt though? Huh, my head hurts now, my heart aches. Yay 😑

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

You know the feeling when you have a « mauvais pressentiment » but it’s your PMS at the same time so you don’t know if you are imagining stuff or if it is your brain sending red flags? #tweswissleavemealoneyerhambabak

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

@El_Bechir_Salim Profites en pour faire une extension ni vu ni connu de la bibliothèque 🙄🙄🙄 « oh tiens t’as l’impression qu’il y encore plus de livres qu’avant? Noooon hadou houma »

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Life is love #CapacityToLove #IbrahimMaalouf

[Reyad Belkacem Al Djazaïri @ReyadBelkacem]

15.04.22 | AlMawruth AlThaqafiu 🇩🇿
Spontanéité Algérienne, Héritage Culturel et relève assurée.
@jbaliqs et les jeunes de l’association Dar El Fan Wahran sur la scène du théâtre Abdelkader Alloula d’Oran.

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

I know I shall let it go, but I am not ready yet. #sahrablues #tchiwtchiwdiary

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Remember when I was saying this? Well I have the answer now: I was definitely getting too comfortable. Seems like It was all in my head (and yes D., why on earth should that mean that it was not real huh?) It was nice « feeling » again, that part at least was not in my head

[Selma R @SelmaR___]

Well I won’t count on that last part. But the thing is, it got me doubting. Am I really seeing something here or am I getting too comfortable? Well, only time will tell. And it feels good to get it out of my chest. Cheers darling.