Woke up to rainy İstanbul morning, decided to stay in rest my feet, do a little online shopping while sipping my matcha ✨
Seems like the perfect day to be spoiled, send for matcha and a proper massage💆♀️
The funny thing about nature is that it doesn’t disappear
just because you try to reason it away in therapy.
Sooner or later you stop resisting…
and realize that serving the right woman
brings a peace no therapy ever could.
I’ve been gone long enough for you to remember how small you feel without Me.
You missed the feeling
the quiet loss of control,
the moment it reminds you who you are.
You crave humiliation more than you’ll ever admit.
Stand still.
Look up.
And accept what you’ve become for My attention.
You don’t get softness.