i need to stop downplaying myself.
i deserve the highest form of everything the material/non-material world has to offer me.
i understand it takes a while to unlearn lack/inadequacy/fear.
i will spend my entire life learning to acknowledge and sit with my power.
i must.
it’s been a moving year for love and the lessons it’s brought me surrounding abundance and lack, consideration of self and codependency, freedom and shame. i carry the well wishes and care of everyone i’ve loved and those who have loved me. after all, we only belong to ourselves.
i get so down sometimes about how things aren’t working out in my favor and then i’ll speak to someone i’ve worked with and they’ll rave about how grateful they are about how us working together, opened up their craft/business to even more referrals/growth. very bittersweet.