I gave it a year and i received my result and i had failed - My father is incredibly disappointed. But so am I. A few months before my exams, i told my parents that i was ill-prepared. I had barely had any practice or any mock exams.
As a child it was just me and my dad and we weren’t close with any of my siblings (all half related to me) and my mother withdrew from my life. My mother found a boyfriend and moved on when I was 5 (they are still together to this day, which makes me really sad).
I have the idea, AI gives it body, I go back and forth with it to make sure it's alright, then I reread and edit it several times to make sure it is what I want to post. Otherwise my ideas get scrambled and I end up with writer's block for years. It's happened twice already.
If you've grown up around stressful people that take their stress out on you the only way I've learned to be mature about it is to become relaxed. Yes this may not calm the people who are stressed but it'll calm yourself and prevent your own stress.