⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

He/Him, 18, Vegan, ARFID, ana b/p hw: BMI 24 lw: BMI 10 cw: BMI 18.7 gw: BMI 10

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

not true btw omfg

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

we are back together im no lonegerr suicidal

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

@fishemu77 holymoly u nuked ur whole account

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

i hate myself

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

@emma_is_sad it’s so worth i love just rambling to the void

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

i hate being skinny fat

[𓆩ꪜỉᨶꫀ ꫝꫀꪖꪹᡶ𓆪ᵀʰᵉʸ/ᶦᵗ🏳‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @VoidinFlesh]

It's literally a fear response omg
I have an avoidant attachment style because I'm AFRAID. I'm afraid I can't be what someone expects so I put distance between me and the other person. I'm afraid they'll see things that aren't there so I don't let them see me at all.

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

@Kittykiittencat @spinningskullzz my kitties

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

@emma_is_sad thank u sm also yes get a bajillion piercings asap

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

i am fat i. this but ok

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

we are back together im no lonegerr suicidal

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

;(

[۟ @catlover1739]

it feels like all i do is beg people to care about me

[saz @emorollll]

i keep checking my phone as if anything even matters at all 😂😂🤣🤣🤣

[fluttershy @hwrtyed]

“ure so nice” thanks! im terrified of anyone being mad at me ever

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

i hate being bipolar it makes me hate tje ppl i love why do i have to b like this

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

i hate being alone pls kill me

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

i feel so bad for everyone that has to deal with me

[raya🦇 @raya2fat]

is it true that you have to be under bmi 10 to enter russia

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

i am so ashamed of myself

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

@emma_is_sad it rlly was i expressed how upset i am with them and how their services run things, like shouldn’t you be helping someone MORE when they are not being receptive instead of just give up? (i’ve been in remission once so ik it is possible so idk why they don’t try)

[⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Syke⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @Shadowb0nes]

what to do when ur entire therapy service drops you bc i am too depressed to b receptive