Shady_Arian 🍙☘️

🔞 20+ 地雷・BPD・LGBT・メンヘラ
Rants of an emotionally unstable landmine ₍ᐢ.ˬ.⑅ᐢ₎
I retweet drawings, and I'm learning to draw.
AuDHD - BPD - PTSD - shed
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[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

I won't write dark things when I'm thinking of you
I always loved your innocence, you were my light

You loved roses, so I'll get one and I'll always keep it close 🌹

I can't stop crying for you
My boyfriend, who I lost
It's been so many years already

I love you

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

Oh. my. godd.
I'm crying of anxiety

I think I just made my most favorite artist in the world waste hours of effort
I wasn't clear enough with my words and I caused a misunderstanding

I hope I didn't ruin their day

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@PeaceAnnei 本当に本当にごめん！！

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@PeaceAnnei I don't want to cause a misunderstanding!
I'm sorry if I wasn't very clear!!
But I really really like the one with your original handwriting!!
I personally want to have one like the original one!!

[ひなたたんぽぽ @prosperity4444]

七七ちゃんの強化に心からの感謝を…

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@PeaceAnnei 読みやすくなりましたね！💜💜

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

Every time I hear this song I end up crying

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@yurimusings Yep

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

This is most of my favorite songs from them, just in case anyone's wondering

https://t.co/WsmrEk29Au

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

Listening to 2000's bands 🎵

The Rasmus describes my life and my past relationship so well
Most of the worst mistakes I made are spelled so clearly in those songs

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

I just wrote a tweet and deleted it cause I wouldn't want to be the cause of someone being tempted

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

Have no monster at home, so I made a moonshine-monster with pure caffeine and some flavor add ons

It's awful, but keeps me busy

I need to buy some sweeteners

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@PeaceAnnei It's hard to decide!
I personally prefer the left one, because it preserves the original calligraphy and emotion of the text

But most people would probably feel better with the one in the right...
The one in the right with a more handwritten-like digital font would be good!

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@PeaceAnnei ああ！
あの発送のツイートに返信するつもりでした！
https://t.co/3eOD8tdoZa

手書きのを買いました！💜
本物のぴーすさんをよりよく表していると思うからです！

[桜井ぴーす @PeaceAnnei]

こちら今日発送します。

[なぎこ @nagiko_795]

パイモン、これまでの旅では（旅人が側で守ってきたこともあり）大きな怪我も病気もしてこなかったから、体調が悪そうな様子を見ると心に来ます…。何より旅人の役に立ちたいパイモンが旅人の側を離れなきゃいけないのはすごく悔しいだろうなと思うと😭

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@sunheliu Yep, i hanged on with all my strength back then too
I wish the best for you, I hope things get better little by little 💜

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@sunheliu I spent the whole night thinking about this, and I remembered something that helped me. Don't think it'll be of much use, but might give you some ideas maybe?

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

I'm finally doing something to get better
Im finally feeling like myself, like i exist

And she comes with 'i don't like that thing you are doing, stop taking those meds, they are bad for you'

WHOSE FAULT DO YOU THINK IT IS THAT I NEED THEM???

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@Ch0coPenicilin The unhealthy ones only upon request, my ed still lingers over me 😅

[Shady_Arian 🍙☘️ @Shady_Arian]

@Ch0coPenicilin The healthy ones:
-Lift heavy weights (for real)
-If you eat out of hunger, unsalted peanuts or nuts keep you full for long
-If it's anxiety/boredom eating, then anything 0kcal (i prefer sweets)
-Don't get bored, keep yourself busy
-if you go out alone, don't take money