Just want someone to come bring a happy but calming smelling candle , some food & sit and drink this bottle w me all night until I cry or fall asleep. 💔
I’m so not ready emotionally to handle tmrw & hr by hr my heart gets heavier.
Oh once I get to shaking & I tell you to give me space or leave me alone bc I’m getting overstimulated and you don’t listen, you just committed yourself to FAFO w me .
Space to a certain extent and than what really becomes the critical part is if my time needed is respected BUT I’m checked on or at least hugged /cuddled later on. To help w the pain.