But half the time I’m trying to make whoever feel good and positive about themselves. And they are speaking the negativity into the atmosphere. And I can’t argue with your beliefs .
Sad part is , that’s nothing I can just give people . That comes from within . But it reflects in the things they say and the people they date and tolerate .
However 74 % of my life, I have folks surrounding me with zero self esteem no self confidence no self worth .
I don’t say it often but that shit is draining to deal with .
Im just tired . And I know if the people on my mind could see theirselves from my lense or just put themselves in my shoes , they’d be embarrassed and over it too .
And I don’t have it in me yet to just call it like I see it sometimes . That’s what I want the therapy for - to figure out how to say what I mean in a nice way
You ever feel like the ones you call friends are just so far from logical . Not dumb at all just delusional . I get second hand embarrassment just thinking about it .