Shannon Kavanagh

In love with my #FallenAngel @Leila_darker #MINE #MySub ^ @Travis_Darker #BestFriend @TheDarkerFamily NOT THE DK FAM

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker + backing out of the driveway for the very last time.
#BonVoyageSeattle
#TimeForCali

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker + out the front doors. Locking them behind. Time for a new adventure and a fresh start in Cali.
I sit in the drivers seat +

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker + one last time. Feeling Leila's hand grip mine when she comes from from behind, we acknowledge each other silently and walk +

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker + start. I hope the new owners will be happy here. I walk around turning off all the lights, sighing as I look in each room +

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker + while we were on R&R in California after the trauma of Leila's miscarriage. We needed to get away and now we need a fresh +

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker *looking around our empty house for the last time. A lot has happened here. The movers did a good job of cleaning us out +

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - i am going to fall apart and my chest will cave in and kill me instantly*
https://t.co/JMo2BB5hwC
#WhatsNext ?

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - and onto the guerney with you, clutching you to my chest as we speed away. This is all out of my control and i feel like -

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - porch as the ambulance arrives, my chest tight and constricted while she's being taken from me, i jump in the back -

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - i want us to be, we're drifting apart, the sound of sirens pulls me out of my deep thought and i carry you out to the -

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker Hush Angel everything will be okay, whatever happens we will get through *consuming my thoughts is "will we?" over and over -

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - *burying my face in your hair as you cry and sob uncontrollably into my chest, screaming as the cramping worsens*

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - out of the way and cursing at it, curling you into a ball on my lap on the couch while we wait* I'm sorry i'm sorry -

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - shoving my arm under your legs and under your neck, i cradle you in my arms, tears rolling down my face, kicking furniture -

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker *clutching my cell, i dial 911, screaming the details down the phone, i throw it across the floor once they're on their way -

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker *my eyes welling, my hands on your stomach* No no no no NO!!!!
*holding my breath as you writhe in pain, screaming my name*

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - floor to help you up- Are you hurt, where can i touch you!? *frantically looking over you* Angel, i'm not good at this, FUCK

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker *leaning my head into the wall, hearing the crash and your cry for help, i spin around immediately, skidding across the -

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - forked, my face like stone, emotionless*

[Shannon Kavanagh @Shankav_darker]

@Leila_darker - something, anything* Maybe you are the one ripping us apart, Leila. *my voice dropping from loud and booming to gruff and -