Age bc eventually I will be the one hurt in the end. Luckily I have healed enough to not let this person rejection of my feelings and sexual assault effect me. You can show people the light but it doesn’t mean they want it. Bad people always show their colors, eventually.
People say forgive and forget but to me that now seems like a get out of jail free card for someone being shitty and you not wanting to have to deal with the pain of it. Go through the pain realize they suck and laugh at that shit
Still crazy to me that I staid friends with someone who secretly hooked up w/ someone I was into, called her out and have said “friend” lie to me about it. For them months later have it be a public thing and then say they didn’t want to hook up with this kid in a specific place
bc she thought him & I did there & she didn’t want him to think of her as “just a slut like you”.. I am you & I was also speechless. I struggled so hard with how people viewed me & someone who knew what I was going through says that to me. Shannon now would NEVA let that slide
This is the reality. It’s sickens me. You work all your life and when you get sick they take everything from you. No one in power or in care actually give a shit about us. This should be illegal. They make it impossible to pay for nursing home care so you have to do this.
I thought I wasn’t going to be able to get back into my own shoes, like thought I left my own body. I thought I unlocked a super power, turns out I’m just an anxious depressive empathetic person.
I learned to think way too early in life. I was 7 and my mom told me “put yourself in someone else’s shoes” and I literally went outside and tried so hard to mentally do that, and then I did and I could understand how that person was feeling and I legit cried bc I was scared…