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@jamesmaslow future wife 😂💍 British girl 🇬🇧 💕 lover of music and music tech and #bts @BTS_twt #ukbtsarmy

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Just got a Cameo from James Maslow #cameofameo https://t.co/Ub1y5T3cTv via @bookcameo

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

My partner has just made an instagram account after previously saying he never wanted to and just followed me no profile picture nothing should I be worried is he just using it to stalk me on instagram ? Am I overthinking this ?

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

I don’t know what to do anymore its getting too much I’m way too stressed out but I don’t want to seem like the bad one for expressing how I feel

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

The fact that I have a gut feeling and think I’m being guilt tripped says a lot yes this person might do a lot for me and I know need to step up but this isn’t the way to do it

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Am I the bad one or my feelings valid it’s my first relationship in years and I don’t want to feel pressured to do anything I’m not comfortable with

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Being autistic and having a boyfriend is the most stressful thing when you’re expected to explain why you don’t feel comfortable staying over and you can’t tell them 😬😬 yet they keep pressuring you

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Nothing like watching Dracula untold when you have cramps and you feel like a blood thirsty vampire that will kill anyone that annoys you 😂😂😂😂😂 god I’m weirdo #draculauntold

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

I really need to get a fridge freezer for my room because whenever I buy things for myself they get eaten on me and I find out when the evidence is left out so god damm frustrating and it’s pointless saying anything because that person just throws a hissy fit 🤬

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

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[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Happy new year 🥳

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Fed up with people calling me lazy and make it seem like I don’t anything I can’t help the way I am I’m autistic for crying out I’m not going to change myself to please them them they can 🤬right off

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

I give up i don’t know what to anymore I feel like the world doesn’t understand me at all they don’t know how every day is a struggle I might seem like I’m ok and perfectly capable but I’m not inside is a completely different story #autistic #autismawareness

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Anyone else feel like the world isn’t taking you and your autism seriously and treating like you are capable of doing things when you and they know you’re not and struggle in certain areas of life where it comes easily to others eg communicating with others etc

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

#depressionsucks 😔😔😔😔

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Still feeling like crap I don’t know if I have it in me to fight sick of being disappointed and made to feel like I don’t matter fed up with getting my hopes up only for it to be shattered and destroyed 😔 I don’t know what’s wrong with me

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

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[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Watching Dracula untold for the billionth time the thing on Halloween I’ll watch think I love Luke Evans too much 🤣🤣😂😂 @TheRealLukevans #myfavouritevampire 🧛‍♂️

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Anyone else dislike Halloween and just can’t wait for it to be over because they are autistic and hate it when people knock so they make it look like no one is in due to anxiety? Just me ok 😥 #autisticgirl #autisicproblems #autistic

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Wtf @snapchatsupport it’s doing again I don’t understand why it’s doing this I’m starting to think it’s something to do with the app itself it’s getting on my nerves nothing I do fixes it I’ve tried everything I’m going to end up deleting the app at this rate 😡

[shannon surtees 🇬🇧 @ShannonMaslow2]

Wtf a up with Snapchat I can’t send snaps normally I have to save the picture first to my camera roll then send it but I can send messages normally what the heck @snapchatsupport