You have to be extremely self aware for this as a man. You have to have the ability to sit with very uncomfortable truths about your parents, esp your father as a man, a husband & a parent. This is a very uncomfortable & disturbing process, given most men are avoidants!
I don’t like people gossiping about their friends to me. Today you’re telling me everything they did wrong, tomorrow you’re posting mimosa dates and “my girl ❤️” on Instagram. Miss me with all that.
My biggest fear? Not being successful. I’ll be 30 next year mme I’ve got very little to show for it. Zero assets, living paycheck to paycheck, my salary is for needs.. I can’t afford nice things. A P500 emergency is a major inconvenience, always on survival mode. Nothing bangs.
Unfortunately, I have to admit that I have not done my best. My current situation is a direct consequence of my incompetence. I suck at doing this life thing.