I was one day away from a funded payout.
I’d already had a winning trade that morning. I just needed to leave it alone.
Instead I went to the gym, convinced myself I could make more, came back, went on tilt, and blew the entire account.
This is my story — 🧵
Day 7. One week in.
Got my first proper drills captured and logged last night. Clunky and slow at first, then it started to click. Theyre rough but theyre real, the first actual pieces of the product existing instead of just living in my head.
Momentum.
Day 6: Noticed today that every time the boring work gets hard, my brain suddenly serves up an exciting new idea to chase instead.
Took me a while to clock that the new idea is just procrastination in a better outfit.
The boring work is still the work.
@chartfanatics Will give it a proper watch. The order flow as confirmation angle is what Im most curious about, thats the bit most ICT traders skip and I think its where the real edge hides. Appreciate you putting this stuff out.
@Deswaltrades@Topstep Haha trading scared after grabbing it early is so real, you spend the whole next trade protecting the money instead of reading the chart. Sounds like youve got it sorted though. Good chatting man 🤝
@ResilienceFx@perfectpeace67 The invisible bit is the hardest, yeah. No feedback for ages makes you question if anythings even happening. Funny how you only realise youve grown when you look back months later, never in the moment.
@1manarmydoteth Mine kind of merged tbh. 5 years deep on charts made me realise the skill is useful even beyond my own trading, so Im building something around it. Doesnt feel like a plan B, more like the trading led me somewhere I didnt expect.
@AthenTrades Oof “staying wrong because your pride is involved” hits a bit too close haha. Held losers way past my stop just to avoid admitting I was wrong. Pride is the most expensive position in the book.
@NQTimmy@TempoICT The ROI framing is so right though. People forget the account was 90 quid and they’re agonising over pulling 500 like its their life savings. First payout isnt money, its proof the loops real.
@DiegoBTrades Mate the honesty here is refreshing, everyone pretends the dry spells dont get to them. That stress is the exact thing that makes you want to force a trade to end the drought too, which just makes it longer. Sounds like youve got the right frame though. Trust the boring stuff.
Day 5.
Spent yesterday figuring out how Im actually going to build this.
As a non-coder thats been the big question mark. Turns out the tools now exist to build it properly myself. Captured my first drills too.
For the first time the whole path feels real, not just an idea.
Day 4.
First drills in the bag. Loaded the template, pulled up a clean NQ liquidity sweep, recorded it start to finish.
Weird feeling watching the first real piece of the product exist.
3 down, 57 to go.
@fannitrades The two-framework thing is what Id zero in on. Your stats arent telling you about your trading, theyre telling you what happens when you read a setup one way then second-guess it through another. Thats a clarity problem, not a skill one. Committing fully to one is exactly right.
@Remzztrades Five years of compounding skill is wild to watch from the outside. The jump from 30k to 500k months isnt really about the money though, its that the skill hit a level where size stopped scaring them. Thats the unlock most people never reach.
@wannabechamp Honestly not as consistently as I should. The winning trades I review all day, the losers I used to skip because they stung. Backwards, I know. Started forcing myself to review the red ones first because thats where the actual lessons are hiding.