When someone gives you the price of the product they are selling, stop saying,
"I can get it from _____ at a cheaper price"
Just go where you can afford, wacha kusumbuana.
In order to heal, you cannot hate the experiences that shaped you. Until you make peace with them, you will unconsciously project that pain/self-hatred onto others. Switch to the frequency of gratitude, not because what happened wasn’t bad, but because you deserve inner peace.