Shengkai

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Surrounded by people but still feel alone.

[🦁 @deyemii_jr]

when no one was there, God was.

[Dear Self. @Dearme2_]

AUGUST IS GOING TO BE A GOOD MONTH.
AUGUST IS GOING TO BE A GOOD MONTH.
AUGUST IS GOING TO BE A GOOD MONTH.
AUGUST IS GOING TO BE A GOOD MONTH.
AUGUST IS GOING TO BE A GOOD MONTH.
AUGUST IS GOING TO BE A GOOD MONTH.
AUGUST IS GOING TO BE A GOOD MONTH.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Okay rako. Okay raka self.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Being alone is lonely.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

You can do this. This is just the adjustment phase.

[yimika. @yimikaaaa]

hardest thing for me to grasp as an adult is you have to keep showing up no matter how you feel. you gotta do this shit sad, do it heartbroken, do it grieving, do it tired. life doesn’t care, it waits for nobody, you just have to keep going.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Self comfort is hard. God help me.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

I guess it’s not YET time for us to see you love. But we will wait.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

The physical pain I’m feeling is nothing compared to what I feel inside.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Telling myself I’m okay although I’m not is a hard thing.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Back to regular programming :(

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Guess I am the outcast now.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Inhale. Exhale. Control your emotions please.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Is this valid?

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Pressure building up.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

Head spinning, don’t know what’s aching.

[Shengkai @Shengkai29]

I finally have the courage to do that. On My Birthday .