SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio)

Voice actor, foley artist, video editor, audio & mastering engineer. Original voice of Sonic.exe.

I am the cryptid that cares.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

[EXE Request Thread]
Requests go in the reposted thread you see.
Completed requests & things I contribute are in this thread here, i.e.; The one in which you see this text. They will also get a repost.

Please be patient if waiting for your's to be done 💙
#execommunity #Sonicexe

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

[1/4]
I have a feeling I'm going to regret this...

Dear #execommunity,
Remember how I keep saying "Too busy, no requests"?
Let's make a loophole for you.

Give me a line that you'd like to hear me say as Sonic.exe (Or Crimson X, as you calll him), and I will see what I can do.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

Not quite sure why I'm saying anything anymore.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I don't know what's happening to me anymore. I'm in constant agony, left arm & shoulder's crippled & spasming, can't stand for long or record anything, doctors made the problem worse & ALSO refuse to take any of it seriously, and I haven't genuinely slept since however long ago.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

Haven't caught up with anyone. That option's wrecked.
Others should be far ahead by now, and I'm not begging anyone for anything. Things just went this way, and I'm too exhausted & in too much pain to keep track of how or why anymore.

It physically hurts just to type this.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

If you live in the part of the world this is for (U.K.), please consider signing & supporting it.
https://t.co/FiuYN3Tu7H

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

After I somehow do any lines for the only part of me anyone will remember, there's no more reason for me to exist.
Fuck the film I've wasted years on. Fuck the illusion I will ever escape & assemble a life.

I need to be put down.
I'll again be ready to accept that soon enough.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I can't be of use until I work out what part of my head is doing the "Thinking".

I malfunction because soon enough, I know I'll be back in "The void", as it were. Might as well get it over with.

Hard to believe right now I made things like this:
https://t.co/Yap9c0PO3V

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I simply cannot understand how anyone claims to look up to me.
You don't look up to a stepping stone. It's under your feet.

I wish like hell that I was worth knowing.
There's things I know that could be awesome to share.

I wanted to function so badly this time. I really did.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I don't know how long it's been specifically.
This is what I do.

I tried to stop this kind of thing from happening, and before I knew it, I'm already... Well, like I am now.

I have no idea how to make it back, and no one can help me.
People have previously tried. It broke them.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I was really getting to know some of you this time.
Then I yet again fell off the tightrope I'm on, right in front of someone. In real-time.

There's some out there who actually want/wanted this kind of spectacle to personally show up on their virtual doorstep... Are you insane?!

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

Something feels rational.

I think my brain's trying to reset.
It would already be doing that if I could sleep again.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

Last preview I have to show for this.

I don't expect anyone to watch this.
I just want it on some kind of record, just in case; For all I'm worth, I could do this stuff.

#ResidentEvil #Biohazard

https://t.co/lvoQctwTxh

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I wish I wasn't whatever I am.
I wish people could help me with words. But they can't.
You can't reach me. I'm not here.

You don't know what it's like living with all of this.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I'm not interacting until I have material.
Doing the EXE requests. It's all I'm worth.

I'm probably not me right now.
I'm in quite a lot of pain, but that doesn't mean anything.
I have no value as a person anyway, and just end up hurting others because they can't help me.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

Y'know what? Watch this.
I don't care how pretentious you may think I am for saying what I'm about to say.

This is me... It's me.
You've all had your lives while I've been stuck there for a decade.
I'm still there, and I'm never getting out.

https://t.co/4rNIqHdlAb

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

Can't sleep, I made a mess of things.
I've stuff to do.
I'm not alright.
I deserve whatever this all results in.
Everything's wrong & it's my fault.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I hope you all enjoy a nice future with your career, loved ones, a comfy house, kids & pets, and whatever else.
All I will never have.

I will one day lose the roof over my head. It's then a case of freezing or starving to death on the streets, if I don't get murdered first.

[SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio) @SheyGrell]

I've got adrenaline constantly going through my body.
I don't know what's happening to me right now, but I need it to stop.