The urge to disappear from everyone and abandon everything. To leave without a goodbye. To board the first train to a place I've never heard of and walk its streets as a complete stranger. To sit in small cafés where nobody knows my name, rent a tiny apartment with a window overlooking a busy road, and spend my evenings watching people pass by.
To exist without a past, without expectations, without anyone asking where I've been. Just me and the strange comfort of starting over somewhere no memory can find me.