Bella Cullen

I'm Bella. I have the power of shielding myself from anyone hurting me. In love with #Edward. My forever. Friend to #Jacob. Mom of #Nessie.
RP Account 18+

[Bella Cullen @Shield_BellaC]

+ Chocolate hues watched every step #edward made when he moved back into the living room, extending his hand to give me the +

[Bella Cullen @Shield_BellaC]

+ back to how #edward and I were before things went bad and tried to focus on the fact that I couldn't speak to him verbally. +

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+ together, we basically knew everything about each other and our surroundings. I tried to push the thoughts of actually wanting to be +

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~I watched #edward walk towards my kitchen, finding his way around it with ease. I wasn't shocked seeing the time that we were +

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+ I did wish that I could tell #edward what I felt about his apology, but I hardly doubt that words would suffice for what I felt.~

[Bella Cullen @Shield_BellaC]

+ would be furious with what was happening in his house at this very moment. I couldn't scream at #edward, even if I wanted to, but,+

[Bella Cullen @Shield_BellaC]

+ folded my hands in my lap, slipping my lower lip between my teeth, threading my plush lower petal between my ivories nervously. Charlie +

[Bella Cullen @Shield_BellaC]

+ and felt... shame. I immediately withdrew my hand and scooted back a few inches away from #edward, furrowing my brow as I +

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+ way of saying, "I forgive you" or at least, "thank you for the apology." I blinked slowly and looked down at my hand in #edward's +

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+ couch. I don't know why, but I, hesitantly, reached out my hand to take hold of #edward's. And in a way, I suppose that was my +

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+ rabid wolves, had now turned into an apology that seemed so incredibly genuine that it led to me moving closer to #edward on the +

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+ eventually led into beating me up and leaving me mangled and broken, tossed out like I was a rancid piece of meat for a pack of hungry +

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+ had done to me in the course of our relationship. The vicious words that started the down spiral of what was Edward and Bella, that +

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~Every word that slipped past #edward's lips felt sincere, and for a moment, I believed he was truly sorry for everything that he +

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+ #edward. I briefly looked up at Edward and then back down to my hands, still taken aback by his crooked grin.~

[Bella Cullen @Shield_BellaC]

+ apologize to me for changing my life forever. I couldn't speak, but I'm sure my body language could speak incredibly loudly to +

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+ have possibly been going on in his head the moment he decided it was okay to nearly strangle me to death and why he felt the need to +

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+ overwhelm the fear. My gaze lowered to my hands that sat in my lap, waiting for #edward to speak. I wanted to know what could +

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+ for me to sit beside him. Hesitantly, I stepped closer towards #edward and sat at the other end of the couch, feeling anxiety +

[Bella Cullen @Shield_BellaC]

+ With a simple nod to acknowledge #edward's thanks, I watched him step into the living room and sit down on the couch, motioning +