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| 28 ☘️ | All the feels ✨

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Settling myself with this quote :

What is meant for me will find its way. Til then, i'm gonna keep working on myself for myself ✨

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Looking at my parents, relatives and my surroundings..i need to out from this typical ordinary life & start go beyond than this.

Not settling. I cannot settle down. DOT.

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I need a high valued man in my life.
So, for that I need to be a high valued woman.

For that to happen, i gotta unlearn all my bad behaviour & improve my mindset.

Gonna start working on it ✨
This is my main priority rn.
I can be better & do better & act better.

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Im regret being loyal despite everything.

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Can u like prove me wrong once ?
Im tired of getting my intuition right all the time.

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As much as i don’t want to talk bad bout people, but somehow things will come me & show them who they really are.

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What’s surprising me is that proving the point again & again. I almost thought I misjudged but nope.

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The pattern is always the same since before.
Things came to light so soon.
I thought people changed for good but nope.

Some people can’t be alone.

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I rather be in my solitude than go n fuck around 🙏🏻

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Loyalty is rare.

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Made peace with it.
Gonna focus on my growth & goals ✨

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You will know someone’s true colour once ur no longer with them.

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Gotta do something to upgrade my life.
Leaning more towards fitness.

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🙏🏻

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Committed to start over again.
Consistency & discipline are vital.
No more negativity.

Work on myself, for my future self.

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Fuck me. Otak dah tak jalan laa siak.

Need to bring back my old routine.
READINGGG

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For now, i needed this distance for me to get myself right. So, it’s okay.

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You know what i need ?

A massive reset like 💥
So that i can think better, act better, do better & be better.

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Okay, i think i’m not ready yet.
My life went stagnant & idk how to bring forward. So, i destroyed my surroundings instead.

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Nothing new. As i expected.

God has shown me the result of my own desires. Some lessons can only be learned by living through them.

Done. Sealed. Learned.
Surrendering everything to God's plan.