In the meantime, Lawd help me deal with annoyingly chipper people at work!!!!!!!!! Nothing against em but 😱😱😱 And RESPECT to all the people who are GOOD at schmoozing, networking and “Playing the game”!!!!!
The GOOD news: we aren’t meant to live like this forever. Evolution is coming… Humanity is meant to shift to the next level of consciousness. It will start with the waking up & sacrifice of a few. 2/2
Right now, the wage-slave class are damned if we do, damned if we don’t. People with jobs are miserable, trapped, constantly struggling 4 work- life balance. People without jobs are stressed about finding work & terrified they’ll end up homeless etc. 1/2
Post-holiday blues hitting but at least not as bad as some years. What HELPS: Have an endgame. Meditate. Deep breaths. And take things one day, breath at a time
that if someone dies by suicide, they are sent back to the earthly plane to try their life again and “get it right”…….!!!!!
So what the F do I have to do to “get it right” in this fucking life????? Lord knows, I’ve been trying!!!!!!!
Need to vent somewhere: I love listening to podcasts & accounts about NDEs (Near death experiences) bc they’re so uplifting and give me hope re life and eternal bliss after death.
However one lady said that she almost died, went to Heaven and was told…
I'm fine a lot of the time; I've done some great "inner work" and I'm pretty independent and confident (definitely closer to my full potential, than where I was!!) And I have, thankfully, interesting creative pursuits to work on. It's just sometimes, you know?
Debating whether to tell my boyfriend (we are long-distance r/n and he's in a socially vibrant city, having a great time): There are days when I don't talk to anyone. Everyone is married w/ kids, or we no longer have the same interests... Also it's hard to meet new people here.
“Manifestation isn't magic -- it's a reflection of the relationship you have with your own energy.
You don't need to beg, ask, or demand when you understand the laws of the universe. You don't need to hope, wish, or pray when you're in energetic alignment. You don't need to
5/5 I hope it’s not too much to ask. I’m hope this weekend isn’t a total waste of time/money. I don’t know………….
Deep breaths. Be Zen & Open &………
On my way to retreat for 5-MEO DMT aka bufo aka the most powerful psychedelic on the planet. Have done LSD, magic mushrooms and NN-DMT but this is supposed to be next next next etc level…….
4/4 I would also ask for help identifying and clearing up any remaining trauma, blockages, resistance etc so I can live as my true, full, multi-Orgasmic self. It would be nice to experience “the big O” with someone special.