People will ignore you and will ghost you, they lack the ability to have some sense of responsibility and boundary to act up, man up and take accountable for how they react..paired with little to none existent emotional intelligence, they will act "attracted" or
After that, you'll end up wondering what happen? Well nothings wrong my dear, it's just that those guys don't have the senses of responsibility to man up or speak up for clarity, accountability and sense of boundary.
Something about not being conventionally pretty, had been told cute but never gorgeous and being the femboy/gay friend who was never really admired nor had much romantic relationships growing up, hammers down your self esteem, affecting your perception as an adult.
affecting your perception as an adult. "I don't really think I'm meant to be loved, like I was only ever meant to be a listener, a reader, a coach to everyone's love story but never to experience it."
Everyone is falling inlove but you of all people who wanted it the the most.