I dont do politics, but the civil war that is about to break out is fucking scary.
America is fucking scary.
Raising children in this world is fucking scary.
Being a women in this world is fucking scary.
This country needs help.
If you don’t wake up fired up everyday
EXPECIALLY at the beginning, you’re not gonna make it
If you sleep in cause you’re nestled up to your gf
Not gonna make it
You have to have the FIRE. THEE fire.
Those who’ve made it know what I’m talking about.
You have to be FAST. AGGRESSIVE.
Call of Duty using chat bans for people is so fucking stupid. I call some kid a pussy and get chat banned. The game overall is a flaming pile of garbage.
The biggest fuck you ever to the guy who “exposed” Sketch and claimed it was for “journalistic” purposes.
Nearly lost this man to suicide because you wanted some clout. Disgusting.
Imposter syndrome perfectly sums up how I feel this morning. I’ve felt in no way, shape or form deserving of Sketches praise or anybody else’s for that matter. Me & the other FaZe boys did exactly what I would hope any other halfway decent person would.
The “hero” comments and “you saved his life” shit is mildly uncomfortable to read/ hear. Idky. I’m just speaking candidly off the cuff. Nowhere else to really put these thoughts. Just processing this shit.
Today was a big reminder of why I bounced off this whack internet shit in the first place. It isn’t reality, people are so disconnected and so eager for approval and likes that they get so wrapped up in this game that they dehumanize an actual human. Push someone so hard that they really consider taking their own life.
Really insane being behind the scenes and so close to all of it. Homie was so sad, I’ve never seen sadness like that. Everyone in that same room saw it too. I just thank fucking god he’s chillen, safe, feeling even a little bit better.
It could’ve been a much darker day yesterday and I just thank god it went the other way. Lessons in that.
Jynxzi breaks down in tears after his good friend Sketch received hate for having an LGBTQ OF account 2 years ago.
"If you don't wanna support Sketch anymore, just don't support me either"