i realised a few patterns of mine today
communication patterns and about insecurities and allat
and i hope i take the positives from this and apply it irl
much needed
Every freedom you have as a woman was earned through the sacrifice of women who came before you. You didn’t inherit these rights by luck. Someone marched, protested, and paid a price for them.
and i mourn when i remember
i mourn when I think about the potential
i mourn when i see people doing things i thought of doing with you.
even though i don't want that back
i still mourn
i wonder if this is just me romanticising
or actually mourning.
get random waves of "yeah i understand, I see why they'd do that"
and at times, "i put all my trust in you for you to be distant and critical of me at the end."