House has been a total wreck the last two weeks . 😭 Trying to pack, and get rid of shit I’ve been hanging on to over the years. Definitely downsizing for all the more space in our new place! #5Deep 💗
I’d hate for my opinion to make it be as if he’s the bad guy. I don’t want that bc at a certain age our kids will have there own opinions about us. I won’t interfere with that for either of us.
6yrs ago I made myself be 2 ppl. No I got so use to making up for 2 ppl my kids don’t let the absence really affect them.
Elena is the only one with questions and I’m trying my hardest to tell her the truth without being mean or making me sound like I’m against anyone.
I use to feel so bad not being able to have a mutual 2 parent household. But you know what I think my kids love having a happy not stressed or over stimulated mom and I like that for them. They get the best version of me. I Can totally tell the difference now I can’t wait for …
I admit its me im the problem …Dealing w ME now NOT willing or able to give a MOTHER FUCK today or ever again would have me flabbergasted.. Dazed and confused.
So fucking hard to even give the slightest fuck to give out now that tables are turned and individuals are vulnerable. All the choices to make and you made some very wrong damaging ones… Well…….
Sucks to be you 🤪
BUT now that my house feels naked I’m redecorating my living room… When I move I’ll do other rooms and I really love my “Hispanic” like decor in my kitchen w my plants so that’s staying! Just wish it was all white
I’m so freaking proud of myself! I put all of my indoor Xmas decor away. Well I packed it up to be put away but I can’t get into my garage right now bc of the snow so I’ll give it a few days…..
The ppl who show up , and show out for me and mine get that in return. Half ass can stay tf away.
We limiting them invites all 2024 don’t matter who you are. 🤷🏽♀️
Happy New Year Eve Eve ✨
Damn. These past few days have been up and down for me. I see you really trying to test me , my patience and the way I react to things!
Holding It together. Not crying over spilled milk. There’s always tomorrow. 😊