I'm so scared, my love, where are you? Hurry, Anorexia, and consume my heart and brain! I don't want to feel this suffering anymore, I'm just terrified. Why aren't you here to protect me? Hurry, Anorexia, kill me.
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I'm so scared. They just want to see me like a farm animal and fatten me up. No feelings, no motivation, no passion, just consuming, consuming, consuming until they're satisfied. They don't care about my pain or my feelings.
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Devouring my heart... isn't that romantic? I fall for its romanticization too. How hypocritical. Just kill me, Anorexia.
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I hate the romanticization of anorexia. It ruined my life, it continues to ruin my life, and it will continue to do so until it consumes me completely and finally devours my heart.
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Today she's treating me better, I don't feel so guilty about having eaten. She made me gloomy and despondent, but I still sickly looked after her. Oh, I hate you, Anorexia. ♡
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@imneoiguess I hope that feeling ends soon. It might take some time, but I hope you find companionship eventually. It doesn't have to be human; it could be a pet, a passion, or a hobby.
No one deserves to be alone. I understand and I hope that feeling ends soon.