~ intro & about me ~
🔪twt and drugtwt
I'm 20, they/them and aroace
diagnosed BPD and depression
daily calorie limit 400-800 (mostly under 400)
sw and cw: too much
gw: 48kg, ugw: 40kg
don't have ed, just tryna lose weight
nicotine🫶
this is my main source of food, 53 kcal and only NATURAL sugars. but. my friend said something like that it's bad and only have sugar or something (don't remember exactly) so now I feel so fucking guilty and like I shouldn't be consuming anything, at ALL. I feel awful I wanna die
ate dinner, 118 kcal. I wouldn't have eaten if I didn't have a horse riding lesson today. my youth worker convinced me that I need energy for it so. I ate actual food. some chicken and a little bit of noodles