Jaheon being in this much pain and STILL trying to save Muhan..
He never truly hated Muhan.
He hated the world he was born into. Being an omega. The hypocrisy of it all.And those who justify exploiting others (like him and Muhan) ๐
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ํฉ์ผ์ ๋ ธ๋ (Song of the wasteland) ํ๋งค ์ค๋จ์ ๊ดํ์ฌ ์๋ ค๋๋ฆฝ๋๋ค. ์ฑ ์์ ๋ฌด๊ฒ๊ฒ ๋๋ผ๊ณ ์์ผ๋ก ์ ์คํ ์ํํ๋์ ํ๊ณ ์ ์์๋ก ๊ฒฐ์ ํ ๋ฐ์ ๋๋ค. ๋ ๋์ ์์ ๋ฌผ๋ก ์ฐพ์๋ต๊ฒ ์ต๋๋ค.
To readers,
I humbly accept the criticism that several scenes in Episode 1 contained disrespectful depictions of other cultures and people.
Even if the direction and themes of the story differ from what you may be concerned about, I have decided not to launch the work, as the fundamental limitations of this project's premise are clear.
I believe this situation has revealed my complacent attitude toward human rights sensitivity when handling a specific era and setting, and that my storytelling lacked sufficient care and nuance. I am deeply ashamed.
In my eagerness to focus on the characters, I failed to fully recognize that I was replicating problematic historical contexts and representational tropes found in past works.
I also deeply resonate with the criticism that the characterization in question was not something to be treated lightly within a genre like BL.
What I had told myself was passion for the storiesl, I now recognize as arrogance. I was not as prepared or as careful as this story required me to be.
I apologize for any displeasure caused to you, and I will carry this reflection with me as I continue.
Sincierly, JAXX
๋ ์๋๋ค๊ป.
1ํ์ ๋ช ์ฅ๋ฉด์์ ํ๋ฌธํ์ ํ์ธ์ ๋ํ ๋ฌด๋กํ ๋ฌ์ฌ๊ฐ ๋ณด์ธ๋ค๋ ๋นํ์ ๊ฒธํํ ๋ฐ์๋ค์ ๋๋ค.
์์ผ๋ก์ ์ ๊ฐ๋ ์ฃผ์ ๊ฐ ๊ฑฑ์ ํ์๋ ๋ฐ์ ๋ค๋ฅด๋ค๊ณ ํด๋, ์ด ํ๋ก์ ํธ์ ์ค์ ์์ฒด์ ๊ทผ๋ณธ์ ํ๊ณ๊ฐ ๋ช ํํ๊ธฐ์, ์ํ์ ๋ฐ์นญํ์ง ์๋ ๊ฒ์ผ๋ก ๊ฒฐ์ ํ์ต๋๋ค.
์ด๋ฒ ์ผ๋ก ํน์ ์๋์ ๋ฐฐ๊ฒฝ์ ๋ค๋ฃจ๋ ๋ฐ ์์ด ์ ์ ์์ผํ ์ธ๊ถ ๊ฐ์์ฑ์ด ๋๋ฌ๋ฌ๋ค๊ณ ์๊ฐํ๋ฉฐ, ์ฐ์ถ์์์ ์ฌ์ธํจ ๋ํ ๋ถ์กฑํ๋ค๊ณ ์๊ฐํฉ๋๋ค. ๋ฌด์ฒ ๋ถ๋๋ฝ์ต๋๋ค.
์ฃผ์ธ๊ณต์ ์ด์ ์ ๋ง์ถฐ ๊ทธ๋ฆฐ๋ค๋ ์๊ฐ์ ๋ชฐ์ ํ๋ค ๋ณด๋ ์ญ์ฌ์ ๋งฅ๋ฝ๊ณผ ๊ทธ๊ฐ ์ฐฝ์๋ฌผ๋ค์ด ์๋ชปํด ์จ ํํ ๋ฐฉ์์ ๋ต์ตํ๋ค๋ ๋ถ๋ถ์ ์ ๋๋ก ์ธ์งํ์ง ๋ชปํ์ต๋๋ค.
์ฅ๋ฅด๋ฌผ์์ ๊ฐ๋ณ๊ฒ ๋ค๋ฃฐ๋งํ ์บ๋ฆญํฐ ์ค์ ์ด ์๋๋ผ๋ ์ง์ ์๋ ๊น์ด ๊ณต๊ฐํ์ต๋๋ค.
์์ฌ์ ๋ํ ์์ฌ์ด ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ์ค๋งํจ์ผ๋ก ํ์ถ๋ ๊ฒ ๊ฐ์ ๋ฐ์ฑํ๋ฉฐ ์์ ์ ๋์๋ณด๊ณ ์์ต๋๋ค.
์์ ๋ฌผ์ ๋ํ ๋นํ์ ๋ฌด๊ฑฐ์ด ๋ง์์ผ๋ก ์์ฉํ๊ฒ ์ต๋๋ค.
๊ฐ์์ ๋ถํธ์ ๋๋ ค ์ฃ์กํฉ๋๋ค.
์ญ์ค ๋๋ฆผ
Not gonna lie my first reaction to reading this summary.. not good. Im not gonna jump to conclusions. Canโt form a full opinion until i read chapters and see what direction Jaxxโs is going with this but him calling himself a โhumble slaveโ
Yikes
This parallel between the first time they met and potential last was sad. Jaheon just got more angry pessimistic, and resentful ๐
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Sheltered, naรฏve Muhan. Ignorant of the world, his body, and what Jaheon is going through. That rut could not have happened at the worst time! Feel like it will make Jaheonโs situation worse
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This chapter was rough..
Omegas lives be the worst. Jaheon suffering was never ending. Wasnโt even a person anymore. Just a baby making object. That numb look in his eyesโฆ Iโm not okay! ๐ญ
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I canโt remember but did they ever spoke to each other in the MDZS? Did the closest we got to see em was they were in the same room.. Iโll take it ๐ญ
#Xicheng