the whole permanent solution to temporary problem argument will always irk me to my core
i promise you, suicide is never anybodies first course of action and i cannot stress enough how oversimplified this mindset is
having no one to help me during my episodes feels like a humiliation ritual i hate being too much for every single person i meet in my life am i just going to be weak and broken forever
anyone else feeling like they're a filler person who is just not meant for big things. like getting a good job or moving to live abroad is always just a distant dream cause despite planning it you feel like your life is just not meant to have big changes in it. anyone.
spending half of your life repressing your wants and needs just for the sake of keeping everyone else happy is really going to turn you into a resentful person who hates the world and wants nothing to do with it