i think my biggest irrational fear is that im actually in a coma and everything ive seen and done and heard is actually just my brain trying to make something up and the world i'll wake up to will be nothing like what i've been experiencing
ive been getting a lot of emails from colleges that are like:
"PLEAASSEE PLEEEASE COME TO OUR COLLEGE PLEAASSSEEE"
and i know it isnt actually like that but its what it feels like