@alfbuns Oh gosh I’m so sorry Alfie, it must be really hard getting broken up by someone who you were with for years. I do hope you find someone again and feel better soon.
I'm going to start punishing myself by watching gore and doing sh because I deserve it for everything I had caused. Some people went in my DM's and talked about "I'll be traumitized", oh well I deserve the worst thing possible.
Looking back through our DM's, I really fucked up and manipulated her... Because of me she had her entire life ruined, I'll never be able to forgive myself because of this.
I'm close to having a mental breakdown and just cry so fucking much, I want to take back every bad thing I ever did but I can't, I FUCKING CAN'T. Why couldn't the universe just let me die and make me suffer for everything.
I’m not sure what to think of this Artifyber situation, drawing animal genitalia is definitely weird but we can’t just assume that they are a zoophile immediately.
I just found out that Noriah did some bad stuff (not as nearly as bad as me) and I now understand that she left because of her allegations, hopefully she is changing. I do want to apologize to her still because I harassed her badly, and please don't harass her, she had it hard.