Silver Shadow

Journal.

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[Now that the ice is thawed, there's a crack in my mask, over the left eye.]

[Ugh... if it weren't for the ice forming on impact, it probably would've broken all the way through...]

[Damn.]

[The Hell Hound Strikes @Frostbit3Hound]

Think i aknow mwho iw as talking to. Ive had a feeling, alwlasy did but fightibg them like that felt way too familiar. Their hands felt so warm. Cant worry too much now, My crystal is freezin half of my body over n im almost home. no way im apssin out in the middle of playgriund

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

Tch. Who knows what other family businesses you'd steal from? You're getting cold.

[The Hell Hound Strikes @Frostbit3Hound]

Was tryna leave with my goods but Silver Shadow wouldn't let me leave without a fight and next thing I know we're on the ground fightin. Both of us were too busy on the ground to hear the owner of the place slam the door open till it was too late. Had to scramble outta there- 1/2

[The Hell Hound Strikes @Frostbit3Hound]

[ “a child born to violence” ]

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

@Frostbit3Hound So quick to turn to violence! ...Perhaps I overestimated you.
I am not afraid your threats. Or you for that matter. Growl all you want at me.

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

@Frostbit3Hound Oooh, I hit a nerve there, didn't I? Ehehehehe...
I have no care how you perceive me, Hellhound. I am just a mere shadow after all.

[The Hell Hound Strikes @Frostbit3Hound]

Knew someone was watchin me. The Shadows here. Thought they were slick sneakin around me. Hope theyre ready for an ass whooping if they wanna fuck around and find out rn

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[I don't normally patrol on weekends but I don't... have anything else to do.]

[I don't feel like sleeping. It's hard to when it's so warm anyway.]

[It's a good distraction from everything.]

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[Maybe I'll swipe some stock for the cafe as well.]

[One less thing they'll have to worry about.]

[I'm useful. I promise I am.]

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[I need to patrol. But I can't.]

[I have to actually be awake tomorrow. For my brother.]

[I feel so utterly defeated. I need to take some control back.]

[Just for an hour or two... Not all night... just for a bit. Then I'll sleep.]

[Just long enough to clear my head.]

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[PHIGHT BASE @PhightBase]

‼️VIGILANTE SILVER SHADOW BRIEFLY SPOTTED IN CROSSROADS BOTTOM LAYER ALLEYWAY—HERE IS WHAT A WITNESS HAD TO SAY:

“I want him romantically,” started the inphernal.

We have chosen against pursuing interviews at this time.

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[Twice my size in both height and muscle. How annoying.]

[Damn, that hurt my hand... Steel arm gauntles... HAD to be steel arm gauntles.]

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[Gosh, I just barely knocked them out. Can't use any gear-blocking techniques if both their arms are covered by said gear…]

[They almost chipped my horn off… Thankfully, it just scraped the paint. Should probably fix that before dropping them off.]

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[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[Might be able to get some work done tonight.]

[It's been a minute. I keep getting distracted.]

[Can't even do the job I've given myself right. I'm such a joke now.]

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

but how long, how long can we play this way?
i'm tired, i'm tired of not loving you

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[Sad, isn't it? Shuri during the day, Silver Shadow by night, where is Shuriken?]

[Shuriken was left home.]

[It was the best option though. It'll keep everyone I care about safe. Happy.]

[Everything will be fine.]

[I just... Need to rebuild my walls.]

[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[I've been enjoying myself too much recently.]

[I feel lighter. Happier almost. The only thing that is keeping me from floating away is the weight of guilt I'm tethered to.]

[I've sabotaged my work.]

[What have I done?]

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[Silver Shadow @SilverShadow_Xx]

[Even if there was a chance she felt the same, they don't deserve me. Not if I can't show them my true self.]

[My siblings, the two I trust and love unconditionally, they don't even know their own brother. They don't even. See me.]

[They see Shuri.]

[Not Shuriken.]

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