- i come here to be at peace and serenity, to focus on the good and positives and beauty of everything around us. i’m lying, this is my burner account. 😝
he want me to be like keisha
and i think she tried to hook him up with my cousin jasmine. he said he was about to do it but he didnt bc something and he knew she was gonna tell his bm
surprisingly i don’t feel anything
i guess that was why i never truly opened my heart and allowed my feelings to get wrapped around his. it was a little delusion here and there imagining how it could be but never really reality. i was always detached.
all the while listening to him say that he wants to build and have a future with yours truly not yet always asks what are your goals and what do you want with me as if he’s trying to gauge how to go about it or trying to decide if another option is the better choice
texts between him and bm… are interesting
lots of anger, cursing, long texts back and forth, her saying she only wants him to acknowledge the kids and forget about her well being and so much more
so going through the phone there’s pictures of this woman, that woman all from a few days ago and a screenshot of him talking on the phone with a girl he “no longer talks to” showing her he still has her phone number saved i’m assuming
bc last night he was pissed about sumn and seems like i topped him off bc all the under the breathe comments were truly loud. “i’m tired of this shxt… gotdamn, fcuk” but when i ask about it, it’s “oh it has nothing to do with you”… okay
i bet today he do sumn petty like purposely not ask me to chill with him to see if i ask so he can say he was off all day and i didn’t even make an effort like him to see each other
North Node in Taurus
You block your mission by chasing crisis, intensity, or people who keep you emotionally hungry. Chaos feels exciting, but it burns your stability. To align, build something slow and real. Choose routines, money habits, and relationships that feel calm even if they seem boring. Peace is not a downgrade, it is your power source
but when i asked him to explain what he meant it sounded exactly like the way i explained it but he covered it up by saying i want someone who’s gonna stick by me even through the tough times and misunderstandings…. yet, im not your girlfriend and you a bachelor?