Okay, I don't know what to do. This isn't a normal "art block." It's been a years-long: I genuinely hate everything about my art. I used to draw so much, but now whenever I pick up a pencil I get so deep into my head that I feel anxiety whenever I put pencil to paper.
I can pinpoint this art block to a specific event which I talked about in this thread: https://t.co/WQKn62nbCR
I just need help. How do I get over this? I just wish I could draw like I used to but it's like I get constant flashbacks of every criticism I've received all at once.
Here's some Aerith for her birthday π° #FFVIIR#FFVII#squareenix
This is the first time I'm posting art in years. If you care to know why haven't shared any of my art lately, read the thread below:
It would be nice to actually draw something without being reminded of how much I suck at drawing.
This has been going through my head every. single. time I pick up a pencil.
Finished this little shikishi board project of Tanjiro from #DemonSlayer in copics.
I'm thinking of selling the original but idk. I'm not even sure I like this? π€·ββοΈ
....anyway, if you've made it this far, thank you for reading. In the end, I do enjoy drawing, I just don't like drawing with such highly critical thoughts. I may continue to share my work, but it's hard to find motivation.
Here's some Aerith for her birthday π° #FFVIIR#FFVII#squareenix
This is the first time I'm posting art in years. If you care to know why haven't shared any of my art lately, read the thread below:
...but even so, I don't see any value in my work. I honest-to-goodness think I suck. And yes, I've heard the whole "artists are most critical of their own work." I just don't understand how to get out of that headspace...