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34 he/him Transmasc, dxd schizophrenia, MDD and ADHD. Trigger warning on everything because I can't remember to tag shit

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Lol me when I forgot to take my meds

[Rick & Morty Quotes @rick_morty_bot]

Is this a camera?
Is everything a camera?

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Also it's friggin 10 bucks a month, our YouTube premium costs more then that lol

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Hallucinated that I had told my mother in law that I signed up for internet service months ago , literally remember the conversation in detail even her getting mad at me. Guess not cause today I mentioned it and she said this was the first time I've mentioned it.

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

She was upset as predicted by the weird hallucination. But she did agree it was something we needed and also with it being in my name I have what I need to get my driver's license like she wants me to do(I want it too lol )

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

"happy father's-mother's day".
Lawl I know she is trying my GMA in law is adorable. She literally is a sweetheart and she is sick so her brains a little foggy she was trying to wish me a happy father's day and Brian farted it happens

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

I'm speed cleaning so we can call the on call maintenance to see if they can get it to turn off. Maybe they give us a new stove one can dream right? Cause this one SUCKS

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Having to speed clean 3 weeks worth of trash from the kitchen, living room and dining room is great fun at 530am but the oven has decided it no longer wishes to turn off. No matter what the dial is turned to it stays on.Sometimes warm, sometimes so hot the dial is to hot to touch

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

I pried the dial off nothing looked wrong with it so I put it back on. It will act like it's off but the moment I walk away it turns back on. It's not a hallucination cause my wife's seen it happen too,we both tried to get it shut off. It's a gas oven.

[RitualCast @Mizribelle]

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[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Im feeling so sick today I've been smoking in the bathroom because I can't make it to the front door. I'm in more pain then I've been in months. I don't know what to do.

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Cool mil is on her way home (she's been gone for months) housing is a disaster and I KNOW she is going to come after me and me alone for it. I haven't gotten out of bed much in a couple weeks I just haven't cared enough to. She doesn't know I'm currently actively in withdrawal

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

I sound like I'm crazy when I'm verbally talking because I will not stay on topic my Brian is all over the place and whatever comes to mind comes out.

I'm scared tbh I'm scared she is going to walk in smell and see the house as it is and come after me as she always does

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Should add I am NOT here alone I have someone watching over me who knows what to look for etc and is going to help me through this

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

It's been 17 hours since I last drank alcohol. I just woke up from a nap and my head is throbbing I'm nauseous. Im scared to quit cold turkey but my PCP was of no help. I'm tempted to go drink but if I take it 1 hour at a time maybe I can do this

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

I took naproxen and am soaking in a hot bath to help the muscle aches and wash off the sweat caus I'm sweating more then I usually do and that's saying something

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Ended up in the ER again this morning cause drunk and suicidal narrowly avoided a grippy socks vacation . I'm not well. Talking to my my in a few minutes about detox meds.

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Why yes I'm still taking shots with the low O2 I put on the oxygen simply so I could drink more. I don't even know if id even bother going to the ER right now. I really want to unsubscribe from life. I'm sick of it... I won't actively hurt myself but if it happens yano it happens

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Kinda hoping tonight's the night I pass out and die in my sleep.

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Coollll may have to go back to the ER... I managed to get some deep breaths and get to it 66% but that's low too I'm gonna through the oxygen I'm prescribed for sleep because I don't want to go drunk again to the ER for low oxygen

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

As a trans man I cannot say how comforting it was to be acknowledged without anyone judging me. They simply asked , and that was that. I never felt like they were judging me for being trans I just felt safe.

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

Highlight of my day was seeing this on the odd video realtime updated wall hanging in my room at the crappy hospital in town because emts made the choice for me
It had the first initial of my chosen name and my gender marker as Male. I'd never seen my chosen gender used medically

[M @SingleBodyRiot]

On top of that the emts, nurses and my doctor all used my name and pronouns correctly once informed. I almost cried because I wasnt well and that made me feel secure