Yeah you're always left with a residual feeling of falling behind, especially if surrounded by peers who are around the "expected" status in life but you do get a better appreciation for every step and holy shit 19 is a great age to have this realization, that's still so on pace!
So.. I guess William Afton only gets to be trapped in the backroom for like one year before Fazbear Frights. Sort of undermines the thirty waking years of agony turning him into an actual monster bit doesn't it