Or that broken,that hurt, bruised abandoned, forgotten, lost , to the point wheres theres no feeling left in you your or nothing left to give to give to anyone anymore
Luke 9:23-24 NIV
Then he said to them all:
"Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it.