Christ.
I need one boy who is relatively kinky relatively dominant who likes video games weed and sex. Is that so damn hard?
Seriously, I'm right here!
Some guy on Recon asking me to tie him up and leave him for his wife to find. "Hasn't found me yet" apparently.
Leaving aside the 90% passive on my profile, surely you intend for her to find you? So why duck the question when I ask if that's consensual and cool with her?
Welp things seem to be on the up for me if not the world. Luckily the memories of being strapped to a wheel and tortured/used by four guys at once can dull the pain of a Trump Presidency.
Having said that, sex is great, but it's not a great coping mechanism. Be kind to yourself
Idk why I'm writing this. Just shouting into the void I guess. But two weeks ago I had an owner and a boyfriend who I loved. Now I don't and its nervewracking to think that I might not again.
I don't know what to do.
If anyone has any advice, I would appreciate it.
Not that anyone is gonna see this but I'm kind of mad.
My previous owner left the country two weeks ago, permanently. And I was heartbroken. But I figure get back on the horse.
Find someone on Recon who's seemingly receptive if a little slow, listened to my situation...
I don't have hundreds to spend on a nice leather uniform, or a lycra/rubber suit which will just show off all the imperfections that make me nervous to try and engage in the first place. And to top it off you get dickheads like this who don't realise your time isn't worthless..