Butabun

Just a hobbyist 😄

[𝓐⭑ @ayogiovanna]

Undiagnosed or unmanaged ADHD can feel like living in a permanent loop of “Tomorrow I’ll finally get my life together.” You genuinely believe it every time. Tomorrow you’ll be productive. Tomorrow you’ll start that project. Tomorrow you’ll fix your routine. Then one day you look up and realize years have passed and you’re still waiting for tomorrow.

[zayden @pemilo123]

Turns out if you're a gifted kid who can mask well, they let you white knuckle undiagnosed ADHD & autism until your entire life falls apart

[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

@VL4IRE SAME. I heard about it from a friend yesterday and was gonna cry when i heard the login music on the website. Absolute peak.

[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

How do you explain to someone who grew up in a happy healthy family that their most stressful and chaotic moments don't even compare to what I dealt with every day growing up?

[𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐘 @X_Bill_Gl]

If you survived the emotionally unstable mother & emotionally absent father duo, how's your hyper independence, burnout and anxiety going?

[𝓐 ⭑ @ayojoestar]

I always think the deepest wound CPTSD leaves is the one that says you are fundamentally too much and not enough at the exact same time. Too emotional but also too closed off. Too needy but also too independent. Too sensitive but also too guarded. The impossible standard of someone who was never allowed to just be human.

[𝓐 ⭑ @ayojoestar]

A crazy part of Complex PTSD is the realization certain events in your life were really traumatic, but you didn’t even consider them as such because they weren’t as bad as everything else you’ve had to survive.

[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

I just wish i was somebody's first pick.

[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

I wish I could just save a day and come back to it later.

[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

You know sometimes i cope by thinking that I like to be alone.

[Jin 🍖 金 💙 Baigujing【 BBB 】| DEBUT SUBATHON NOW! @JinBaigujing]

𝓣𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓸𝓼 𝓪𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓣𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓓𝔂𝓷𝓪𝓼𝓽𝔂, 𝓪 𝓷𝓪𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓴𝓼 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓸𝓵 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓪𝓽𝓮. 𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱 𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓱 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓸 𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓵𝔂.

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[Jin 🍖 金 💙 Baigujing【 BBB 】| DEBUT SUBATHON NOW! @JinBaigujing]

❝𝐿𝑜𝓉𝓊𝓈 𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓶𝓾𝓭, 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓈 𝓇𝒾𝓈𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓪𝓼𝓱𝓮𝓼, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱.❞ - 金 Jin, 白骨精 Bone Demon

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[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

@MELUNSHARK Hello! Where did you get your wakamo dakimakuras?

[🤠 @heavensbvnny]

adhd executive dysfunction sucks because you're just sitting there and your brain is like

YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME

no work done. no rest gained. literally no point of this at all

[ThePOTSPostman @ThePOTSPostman]

Apparently there’s a name for this with ADHD: revenge bedtime procrastination.

You spend all day forcing your brain to focus, function, and mask, then at night your brain finally feels like it has a second for itself and doesn’t want to let it go.

So you stay up even when you’re exhausted.

Anyone else?

[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

Does anybody else ever wake up, not eat, go to work, get home and then wonder why they're so tired? No? Just me?

[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

also go fuck yourself, though i'm sure you already do since I can't imagine anybody could love a self centered impatient "lady" like you. Keep Girlbossing.

[Butabun @SkinnyPorkbun]

To the lady behind me in the McDonald's drive thru who told me to "Get out of the middle of the fucking road" when i stopped for 2 seconds, a little patience would make everybody in your life thousands of times happier.

[Maddie Evans @EstieMaddie]

😳 DAAAAAAAAAMN!!!

🔥 THIS IS A WORK OF ART!

🤯 “ NO I DON’T CARE IF YOU WERE SE*UALLY ASSAULTED…..”

[FF&E (Furniture, Fixtures, and Equipment) @FFE_only]

Great setup