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@starfess Pas awal dia ngmg apa si? Cho ai ni? Ini girl grup koriya apa china? Tp kyakna seruuuuu lagunya uda keluar belom sihh?? 🥺🥺🥺

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It really is been a while since the last time I cried during my whole pms..

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Keeping your mouth shut will only keep you brain and thoughts working on and on till it kills yourself, better off think and talk it all out so you could get rid of annoying negatives thoughts out of your mind..

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It’s always easy to say but difficult to do.. nike you liar! Just do it?! Not everyone is the same! If doing it as easy as you said, people wouldn’t be in so much pain right now!

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How to change our beliefs? Everything is comes from the inside, we need to change our mindset and practice it every f* moments..

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It’s not that I can’t.. it’s I don’t believe..

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When will we see the world become a better place filled of love, peace, hope and joy?

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I want to build a work place where people can actually gain and learn there.. but it needs money and time.. why I need money to help others.. why can’t people just learn to love and give.. if there’s no one selfish I think the world would become a better place..

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I don’t care about pandemic or whatsoever but I care about the people who lost their job or their beloved ones, people who can’t or getting harder to survive because of it.. what can I do to help them..

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But why do I have to feel this way.. I often think I better off live in Old Testament days.. because they don’t have this freewill I have.. but I live now and there’s a reason for it.. but it just too painful for me..

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I’m here, I’m alive just to surve.. I am nothing but He gave me live.. my purpose is to serve my Dad, my whole live is not my own but His..

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OMG I’ve been posting here.. well, no important people gonna read it anyway.. so here I am pouring who I am in twitter world once more..

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God’s love is enough for me and I know that.. but here’s a reality I couldn’t escape from and I need to deal with this.. but it is so hard.. to be content and vulnerable at the same time how am I suppose gonna do that?!? It’s hard..

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I don’t think I could live with these feelings anymore.. it’s really been a while since the last time I felt like this but why now, why today out of all days..

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I’m terrified and broken.. I’m insecure and needy.. who would want to spend the rest of their lives with me.. no one’s could..

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My heart aches so much.. it’s just when you realize that you actually already like/love someone but he/she is getting close to another person rather than with you..

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I’ve never been on twitter since 2014 but yeah it’s just all my feeling pouring down basically..

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It’s so hard to find yourself hanging by a thread when actually you just torn apart between your feelings and the reality..

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The haunting just triggering my self again so hard.. why do I have to watched it now in the midst of my PMS duhh