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• 30+ / female / married
• queer, nerdy goth bitch
• tried to “recover” and regret it
• DNI if you’re a minor or not edtwt
• ethical vegetarian
spent the weekend doing laundry and writing. and because I’m me, it was the bit where [character] figures out purging and begins to spiral. 🙂↕️
turns out edibles make me very productive and my brain functions sooo much better. whoda thunk it.
@bodyodyodyody9 Mine wasn’t bad, either; just a guy from church whose family had four kids and I was meant to follow suit. 🤢
I’ll admit I dated him because I didn’t like being single, not because I liked him. I felt bad and eventually broke it off.
@musesiq I don’t get how being like “tee hee, I suck his dick for being an adult and helping maintain the home we’ve created” doesn’t feel humiliating.
it’s nice and all to have high protein intake and build muscle blah blah blah
but the scale is not fucking moving.
maybe I can aim to hit that protein goal on a few days — weekends? — and back to restricting on the others? I’m going insane.
thankfully the weather was beautifully cloudy and windy today for global running day 🖤
gonna slow down on running until Sunday — my left knee is pissed off. low-impact cardio and walking to give it a break.
I need to do some strength training if I’m gonna bump up my miles.
@bodyodyodyody9 It seems really… I don’t know. It feels wrong and sounds like he’s mocking her.
He may mean well by pointing out the behavior and showing how it looks in a beloved animal, but it definitely sounds like he’s being mean.
@microabs That’s what I’m hoping for! 🥹 It’s gonna be BRUTAL in July and August, but I’m hoping I’ll be speedier and have better endurance come winter!!
My left knee isn’t happy, but that’s what I get for being lazy with my pre- and post-run stretches yesterday.
Tomorrow is our impromptu group jog for Global Running Day :)
Oddly enough, upping my intake a bit has not made me gain. Focusing on protein and fiber seems to be key.
I was 20 and had already moved out when I came out (as bi); my parents were religious and very anti-gay. Thankfully, my parents came around as they distanced themselves from the church.
Though when I was dating my now-wife, my mother asked, “So you’re a dyke?”
@pinkteahouse You can order something else, Olive Garden is surprisingly easy to make healthier or lower-cal. Just be aware that the breadsticks are delicious but 140c each. Not bad, but easy to go overboard.
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@etherealstellaa Before I tried recovering, my wife just… worked with me, as best they could. They apparently covered for me a lot with friends and family — “I’m not dumb, I’ve noticed, whatever’s going on with her isn’t your concern.”
affirmations to start the summer right:
💛my body is getting stronger and healthier every day
💛i move my body because i respect it
💛i fuel my body with nourishing, whole foods
💛i stay hydrated and energized
💛i am proud of the effort i put in