i really wanted to be the first im so selfish its hilarious dude im pathetic as fuck ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ i hate myself yo ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ i dont feel like a man or anyone inportant at all i cant help myself i hate it๐๐๐๐i do i hate ๐๐๐ hatred๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐
Having low self esteem, retroactive jealousy, social anxiety and paranoia and getting told something SLIGHTLY negative feels like being strangled while having your guts harvested and being told โyouโre nothingโ all at once.