You broke her. Imagine, God sent you that woman, as a gift, a test to see how you handle her. The one to heal you, love you, to make you complete, the woman to take care of you, who cares about your future, not only in this life but the next too. Both together, the woman who wants nothing but better for you. Who never gave up on you & in return you broke her. You tore her into pieces, you betrayed those beautiful eyes, you made those eyes full of love, cry endlessly.
Let that sink in.