Based on online research I’ve done I probably have autism…I’ve been this way since birth but I want to know for sure so I’ll leave it up to expert doctors and people that know things…it’ll pay off in the end.
I feel like shit…ever since I found out about my mental disorder I nonstop think about it while trying to sleep and I am still not used to the medicine and whenever I am not playing music and wearing headphones I am thinking 24/7 constantly and I want to tell it to people that-
-aren’t going to understand it anyways I’m not depressed rn but I’m also not happy I’m frustrated and curious and I want to know as much as possible about myself as I can.
I feel like shit…ever since I found out about my mental disorder I nonstop think about it while trying to sleep and I am still not used to the medicine and whenever I am not playing music and wearing headphones I am thinking 24/7 constantly and I want to tell it to people that-
@KamuriiSengokuu Do you know the reasons for why those accounts of yours got banned? From what I’ve seen the only things you post that might break the TOS are some of the images you use maybe but that’s it, gonna wish you the best 👍
Recently realized parts of why I am the way that I am…an example of something I now know is why I wear headphones, I now know why after over 18 years of mostly pain and depression…might not seem like a big thing but it is gigantic and I’m glad I finally have answers.
Ever since I got back my family keeps checking in on me often and as much as I appreciate it there are times when I need personal space and privacy…leave me be with my lolis 😭