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boy mama 💙

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I absolutely love being a mom, but man sometimes I wish I was the dad.

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@heyyitslauurenn YES

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[🦢 @snxione]

"who hurt u?" my own expectations

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I thought listening to baby boys heartbeat every night was the best thing ever, until I started feeling him move 🥰����. We’re half way there little man, half way there!!

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Can we skip to April? Life will be so much better with my baby boy here 🥰

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Listening to baby boys heartbeat is the best sound on Earth 😍😭

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I hope Gege is rocking my babies and holding them extra tight tonight.

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Each day gets harder and harder the closer we get to October 5th… I just want to be welcoming our baby into the world 😭😭

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Seeing people post their pregnancy before 12 weeks terrifies me for them, but I gotta remember not everyone has reoccurring miscarriages and lives that fear of announcing too early. With that being said i will literally wait to tell anyone until I’m showing next time.

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Ordering baby stuff for my nephew doesn’t bother me, but walking into the baby section… yeah I have trouble doing that, and it’s literally the same thing 😭

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Someone tell me to stop buying my unborn nephew stuff 😩😅

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Am I driving 5 hours to see @zachlanebryan tomorrow? Bet ya ass I am!

Making Trevors dreams happen one by one 🤩

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I never want my nephew to feel as if his aunt doesn’t want to be in his life, like I’ve felt about damn near all of mine. I don’t have aunts, uncles or cousins that I’m best friends with like everyone else, and it sucks.

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Man my heart needs a fucking break.

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Dear @GerberLife

Please stop sending me life insurance information for the baby I lost over 3 months ago.

Kindly,

A mother who’s heart breaks every week when checking the mail.

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October is going to be such a bitter sweet month. I won’t be welcoming our little pumpkin into the world but ill finally become an aunt to the most beautiful little boy. I am so sad and so excited all in one.

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Some people really need to take their own advice 🤦🏼‍♀️

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It’s been a little over 2 weeks and I still haven’t learned to breathe again 😭

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I wish people would stop asking how I’m doing, because y’all don’t want the honest answer.