I wanna spread my wings & just dissapear from this earth yes I know I am crippled by my own depression & I wanna cure it before I cut myself or something else but right now I just don't know anymore soon
I really should just move on & be stronger & just let those 5% go since he never loved me ngl...
man I hate my heart I hate myself & why the fuck am I soo fucking harsh on myself I guess I know why I just dont wanna hate him but yea I guess I just should
I honestly just wanna scream
then maybe punch until my fist or hand start bleeding
I feel so many mixed emotions that It is eating me inside out like I dunno how to keep calm