Have been away from the virtual world for awhile. Stopped locking into a computer screen for the past 11 months, and spent that time on myself… Miss playing games for hours on end… but I missed this version of myself so much more. Now to find some balance.
@EASPORTS@EASPORTS_MUT … this is really unacceptable… paid for a product months ago… and now the day that I have limited time to access it on drop… I can’t get in. Billion dollar company can’t figure basic content acquisition out for drop days…
Back in December I was in the worst shape of my life and I don’t mean physically. Mentally, I was falling apart… the wheels were off. After hitting rock bottom and damn near losing everything… I reached out to a professional to help me mentally. Through our discussions, he and
I were able to pinpoint a lot of my issues. He ultimately recommended to me to get back into the gym and take control of some things in my life.
I post that to say this… NO ONE is too good to seek help from a mental health professional. Drop any preconceived notions that you-
Fellas, if you aren’t feeling right… check your shit. I have had the worst 6 months of my life mentally and physically. Have almost gotten divorced because of unwarranted anxieties during my depressive states that caused me to pass weird and unfair judgements on my wife.
I finally had enough and reached out to my PCP to order some blood work, particularly to check my testosterone.
Results can be seen above. Total T is “ok” but the actual usable and available T is in the shitter. Working with PCP now to start some replacement therapy.