I had made my way over to @MakahMartyr's thinking the pack was going to be there, but when no one was around other than tribal police I decided to head to Billy's. I need to figure out where I was best situated. When I got to the front yard I noticed (c)
(c) that were relieved which sounds horrible when you think about it like that, but it was the truth. I wasn't sure which one I was. I think I was a mix of sad and relieved at the same time which made me feel even worse. I wasn't really sure how to feel so (c)
(c) panic that arose in my chest told me whatever it was, I wasn't going to like it and no matter what I thought about it there was no way that this change was a good one.]
[I heard the sound of @HowlingAlphaJay howl and I knew I had to get up out of bed and go see what was going on. There was something different about it something that made my skin get goosebumps. I was one of the youngest to phase and I have a lot of (c)
(c) didn't know how because I had never dealt with him as an alpha before. I was so confused it was ridiculous, but I looked at @HowlsOfRadiance hoping she could convince him to shift back to the form that we needed. I had no idea what was going on but the (c)