Aurora 🪽

ED vent account · 21+

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

When you step on the scale for the second time and the number goes up

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

Moved into a new apartment with a gym.. oh treadmill how I've missed you 🥹

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

Relapsing sure is fun!

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

Need to get a new scale asap

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

My body is ACHING

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

If there's anything I've learned it's that I can't eat normally. If I'm not starving or purging I gain ffs

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

I had every right to be terrifed LMAO

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

Haven't weighed myself in weeks and I'm TERRIFIED

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

I just need to get back in the right frame of mind, weight loss is easy.. I can do this

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

Guess who gained a bunch of weight back and came back to edtwt? 😭

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

Haven't weighed myself in weeks and I'm TERRIFIED

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

I'm so sick of my eating disorder I'd rather die than live the rest of my life obsessing over food and making sure I have a place to purge after eating like it's exhausting 😭

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

I hate how good I am at thinking myself into a bad mood 😭

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

If there's one thing I've learnt, you will NEVER regret not eating lol

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Not me wearing a size xs 😌

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Guess who's moving to China in 2 months 🥺

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

One of my favourite things about being small is that people perceive me to be younger than I actually am 😊

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

I've restricted and worked out today to ensure that I can splurge on alcohol and junk food ahaha help

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

I want to workout but I'm also incredibly lazy ugh the struggle

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

The amount of time I spend thinking about food is extraordinary

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

Having to lose weight you already lost but gained back is the most frustrating thing EVER

[Aurora 🪽 @SnowWhiteCals]

Slow weight loss better than no weight loss 🤷🏻‍♀️